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Monday, November 16, 2009

and it's really just you and me

crunch time is here, just like every other semester that i've been through and am going to face in NUS, it rolls around without warning. the multitude of tests and assignments that come around, just doesn't make sense and by the time you realize what you're supposed to do, it's already time for the finals. some people say that you should have known when it knocks on your front door, but these exams, they just creep up on you from the back door instead. and you just don't know where you went wrong and what you forgot about.

seriously, i think this semester has been one of my toughest. challenging mentally, physically and emotionally as well. plans, plans and more plans that never get executed because i don't really know how to get people to do them, because i'm afraid of how the turn out will be like. because, because, because. but next semester, the ball's gonna be in a different court, and i'm gonna be more decisive about sending things out.

but before i start doing my reflections for this semester (and the year in general cause it's gonna be december soon!) i have to cross the hurdle of one more essay and three final exams. in between, there's LTC and i can't wait for dimsum buffet with my sociology project mates! :D exciting! and happening.

unfortunately for me, i'm not going clubbing anymore, at least until the whole season of academic busyness is over. and i think that's gonna be a good decision. supperclub on saturday should have shut all my cravings down. and well, i've spent two nights sleeping over at qiaoqiao's place. so i think that should tide me over for the rest of the semester of "me"-time. had great fun at iluma and bugis with her today, or rather yesterday cause it's 3:26am right now. tomorrow's back to hall, and hitting the book ... NO! it's hitting that damn esssay. ):

I MISSED A LIVERPOOL GAME BECAUSE I WAS DOING AN ESSAY THE LAST TIME ROUND. AND THE NEXT TIME ROUND, I'LL MISS IT BECAUSE OF EXAMS. dammnit. i so badly want to watch liverpool play. i don't totally understand the game, but everytime i watch, it makes me feel happy. (:

well, seriously randompost at a seriously randomtime about really randomtopics. & OH! ONE MORE THING. i'm leaving this blog soon. i think it's time to start a new blog for 2010. it's a new year, a decade has passed since the dawn of the millennium, and i should grow away from this blog that has so many juvenile memories. time to start being more grown up.

the little girl's in love too. but it's unrequited, unfortunately. and the new blog will help me stay away from thoughts that i'm not supposed to have cause, well. it'll keep me busy thinking about other stuff. (: i'll leave the link here when i leave so you know where to find me.

i won't vanish, you don't have to worry, cause as before, my life is like an open sheet of paper here on my blogs, i say everything i want to and everything that i kinda shouldn't, but this is my world, and the only place that i can really be me without being hurtfully judged.

goodnight world,
xoxo.