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Thursday, October 29, 2009

you're all i ever need, i think.

from lady antebellum's "all we'd ever need".

boy, it's been all this time
and i can't keep you off my mind
and nobody knows it but me

i stare at your photograph
still sleep in the shirt you left
and nobody knows it but me

everyday i wipe my tears away
so many nights i've prayed for you to say

i should have been chasing you
i should have been trying to prove
that you were all that mattered to me
i should have said all the things
that i kept inside of me
and maybe i could've made you believe
that what we had was all we'd ever need.


idk what my own feelings are anymore. but what's going on around me is more than enough to keep me from thinking about him. but what doesn't change is the fact that everytime i'm with him or just talking to him, i never fail to find a smile on my face. he just has that effect on me. and somedays, when i'm down and out, all i want to do is just have a random chat with him, because i know that that's all i'll ever need.

but do i like him enough to want to take it to another level, idk. i regret somethings that i didn't do. but i'm at the same time glad that i didn't do them. it's a confusing feeling that doesn't make sense to me. but, i have no time to make sense of it, and it's left as a lingering thing that just doesn't dissipate.

for now, this is all that i need.