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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
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Thursday, September 03, 2009

you're such a beautiful, such a beautiful distraction.

currently, fb is mostly used for the post about hall life and other random feelings that i have. and luckily there's still a place like this for my personal feelings. with all the hype of me stepping up and all the things that i have taken over, things are not easy, but i'm slowly taking things in my stride. hopefully, this semester will be a good one. so far, i've been keeping up fairly well with my work. done all tutorials on time and well, still in the midst of revising most things. this semester, and for the rest of the annual year, i'm the role model for the people in my block and i've got to put in double, triple, quadruple the effort that i put in last year. not an easy thing, but hopefully, i do well.

i know it'll mostly be by my own strength because thus far, i haven't found God back yet.

sighs. on a more personal note, the guy that everyone thinks i like is well, nothing more than a beautiful distraction to the one who has left me behind. again, once again, someone's left me behind. it's not that bad this time because we're still close friends. but the truth always hurts and the truth is always nearby, nearer than i'd like it to be. so for now, i'm just guessing that he's going to be my beautiful distraction for a while until i really find someone worthwhile.