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Saturday, September 26, 2009

sometimes it hurts to know that he doesn't know.

recess week came and flew by. busy with loads of hall activities, project meetings, dinners etc. studied minimally. but luckily for me, i've only got 2midterms. yeaps. just TWO. but it's killing me already. essays due, admin stuff for the jcrc is also due soon. lols. sometimes, i don't know which to prioritize and end up doing hall stuff first. but yesterday night was good. studied quite a lot. analysed one whole chapter of my literature book, only like 30 more to go! wth.

talked to some people alot yesterday. am i very obvious that i think you're cute? but i don't like you. i just think you're cute. end of story. why make so much fuss about one statement. thank God that it's dying down already. i can't take anymore scandals and gossips, whatever. i want to stay scandal-free. gossip may be inevitable at times, but scandals can be avoided. :)

lightening up in some matters already. taking it easy and trying not to get paranoid. but, yeah. sighs. i think i'm a huge irony in myself. whatever. but it's at times like this where i'm glad that i have some stable responsibility to anchor myself on.

and i miss my level6guys. they, no longer stay on level6, not all of them anyway. and they've changed, somewhat. idk. i know people change. but i just miss the way level6 used to be. noisy, busy. where i could go to hide from everything. where i know i was cared for, loved. but now, there's nowhere for me to run to anymore. my room is like my cave, my shelter from the storms. but i need another place away from my room to hide. hopefully, i'll find a place soon.