quietly leave me, let me alone in the dark.
slowly, this blog is surely rotting away. times have been so rough that sometimes, i don't really want to say anything about what's going on anymore. yes, there have been some really good times. but mostly, i'm just too stressed out about alot of things, actually, about everything. nothing's going smoothly and i just made my crush angry by hiding a very important card of his. well done quelyn, well done. that can totally go into like the top 10 list of stupid things i've ever done.
anyway, recently, block duties have taken a toll on me and i've yet to finish my buaya week stuff. argh, i feel super guilty because i want to give my buayee a sense of how fun hall life is and how much i love him. hahas. buayeee, you are loved lah. :) but then, that's about the only happy thing that i can think of right now. my whole mind is still filled with the stupid thing i just did. argh.
anyways, relationship-wise, i won't say much. it's not for me to say many things cause there are things that shouldn't be speculated as yet. sighs. sighs.
when will everything just settle down?