if one mistake leads to another, then i'll just go on making them.
things, have happened recently to me, and i've been keeping quiet about it because i don't know who to go to, i don't know who to tell. it seems like the world i live in is waiting to pounce on me whenever they have the chance to. they wait for me to make mistakes and then get ready to skin me alive, and burn me. but it doesn't stop the mistakes from happening.
it wasn't my fault, it really wasn't. but now, things that are not my fault to take care coming back to haunt me and make me take the blame for it. sometimes, i don't know why, but it just takes the heart and soul right out of me. this mistake is huge. so huge that i myself don't know what to do, who to go to and whom to trust.
sighs. i just pray that what i'm thinking doesn't happen.