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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

you don't have to call anymore, i won't pick up the phone.

i wish i would stop vomiting everything that i eat out into the toilet bowl. SIANS. because of this stupid cough i've been having, i've vomited yesterday and today's dinner out. and it really feels like crap because i want to keep my food down but it doesn't want to stay in the system. somebody, just kill me please. i need the nutrients to live!!

anyway, things between me and someone else, has gotten that bit better i think. and i'm quite happy. but still, it's not really like true happiness because i know that between us, it's still hanging. hard to say no cause i really want to at least keep the friendship because i truly am happy whenever i'm with him. many people don't understand why, and they always say that i deserve better. but, so what if i really do deserve better. being happy when i'm with him is probably all that counts. because it's easy to find someone better than him, but that person may not be able to make me happy.

oh. but whatever. sighs.