just get back up when it knocks you down, knocks you down .
early saturday morning and i'm up this early because i got a scare. rag dance practice starts and 10am and i woke up with a start cause i was afraid that i was late. but it ended up being only like 8.30am. so, i went to wash up and here i am blogging. hah. oddly, i don't feel very well. the head's spinning a little and the tummy just isn't settling down the right way. and i have not eaten anything in the last probably, 12+ hrs. the last thing i ate was a slice of pizza at sentosa with the SWOC-ers. siann. i feel like puking even though there's nothing to puke.
and i can't eat now cause if i do, i'll really puke out whatever i eat during dance.
loved friday (yesterday) cause we went to sentosa. i finally got to meet my freshies and had a small gathering with some of the seniors. loves. times like these are extremely precious to me because i spend most of the days in the dance studio/MPSH and meeting up with friends has become an "after rag" thing. anyway, now at least i know the names of the like freshies and stuff like that. at first i was really quite lost, but sentosa day really made a difference.
AND I FINALLY WORE MY BIKINI! YES!! :) been waiting to do so since like sports camp. but because SWOC is a bit more family friendly, there wasn't a lot of skin revealed. ok, maybe quite a lot because the vest that i wore was actually too big for me. hahas. but, it was the BEACH. i mean, where else can you wear something like that and get away with it? :D
kinda loved friday also because it meant that i could go to the bar to work. the hours are long, but the company is fun. the work is tiring, but being able to work in such an environment, i grow and learn more things than other people who are in boring normal jobs. :) yesterday was an exceptionally slack(er) day compared to normal, but it was still quite a busy night. closed at around 2.30am.
came back to hall and decided to take a walk around hall cause i was thinking of some stuff. and chanced upon vernon and moses who told me there was a "level6 gathering" that happened a while before i came back. but then, managed to see winson and junghai who were appreciating some really nice-smelling, nasty tasting stuff. talked to them about some stuff too and they helped to analyse things from a guy's perspective. so yeah. i guess that sometimes, i don't need to ask for so much and should just be happy with the way things are between me and - - - - - - (fill in the blanks again, i love this game)
am still deciding if i should tell the girls about - - - - - - because i don't know what they're reaction will actually be. i did test waters a little, but it seems that their reaction wasn't so sweet. beek's reaction was quite negative, so i would think that the rest of them would have to same reaction. ohshite. i don't know what to do now. and it sucks.
anyway, here's some of my favourite photos from yesterday! :)
and unfortunately, i still feel like puking. :(
