the most painful thing is when someone tells you "i love you.. but i'm not in love with you."
i know two guys in my life who will tell me that. one just broke my heart. the other doesn't know yet, but that line is something that he will say. and so very unfortunately for me, i always seem to be seeing the view of their backs, walking away from me. one, i see in hall almost everyday. the other, i don't see often, but when i do, it sort of hurts.
well, that's just life. i never get to love the people that i'm in love with. and, it fucking hurts.