been really emo the past few days, but haven't really been showing it because i've been busy catching up with all my dance steps. i'm proud to say that right now, i've memorized all my dance steps like 99% and they're about maybe 45% clean (shite.) and so next week, i'll work super hard on cleaning my moves because it's less than 3weeks to RAG DAY! and i'm quite apprehensive about a lot of things. hall life is going to start. and then there's school life. starting in a new faculty this semester. taking new modules. and i think that none of my modules are similar to any of my friends, which is scary because i've always been in this comfort zone with friends taking at least some modules with me. stepping out isn't going to be easy.
i thought that i would never blog about him, but the thing is, he's constantly on my mind, so i'd rather write about him on the blog then keep all the thought in my mind to make me go crazy. seriously. i know that during ragbash i really had it bad when it came to him cause usually when i'm high, he's the one and only thing on my mind. and well, it sucks. too bad that there's no one who can actually match up to him, or else one of my bad habits will start to emerge. sighs. well, it's a blessing in disguise.
anyway, I HAD A HELL LOAD OF FUN AT RAG BASH! because there were a lot of fellow clubbers on scene and well, it helps to bring the atmosphere damnn high! love you party people. :) and i wanna go real partying someday with you'll. wheee~