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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
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Thursday, June 04, 2009

I'M BACK! :) sighs. the blog is really dying away and almost rotting. but, the owner (namely me) has just been too busy to do any updates. the last few days have been quite roller-coaster-esuqe for me because there's just been too many things going on and too many thoughts running around. struggling quite alot between what i should be doing and what others want me to do. and this year, i've chosen to do what others want me to do.

long story, but that's what a blog is all about. for you to tell stories that would take too long to talk about. if you've known me long enough, you'd know that i love singing and one day, i want to be a superstar (oh, and a philanthropist as well). but, if you know the family, you'd know that they think that it's an impractical dream and they have their own little ambitions for me. dad wants me to do business, uncle thinks that i should be a lawyer even though there's no way i see myself getting into the law faculty at this point of time - and that's just the start of doctor (how?), economist, psychologist etc etc. and while i quietly listen to them rattle on about what i should do in the future, there are times when i just want to scream at them and say "DON'T EXPECT ME TO LIVE THE LIFE THAT YOU WANTED TO!" - honestly, if there is a dream that you cannot fulfill yourself, don't expect me to live your dream because i have my own dreams i want to live.

if there's is one thing that i hate adults for is the fact that they think that they always know more than us "children". but more often than not, it has been proven that we kids can actually be more preceptive than adults. on more than one occasion, i've told a certain adult in my life not to do certain things, or to watch out of certain events and people. but because i am just a kid, she didn't listen and on many, many occasions have made immeasurable losses. sighs. if only the adults could stop and listen.

三人行, 必有我師 - when three people travel together, there is always something that i can learn from the other two. which i fins very true in the very limited number of years that i have been on this earth. it's about life long learning. a student will always have something that a teacher can learn, a subordinate will always have something that will be of value to his boss. so when then are adults so adamant about what they say to us.

well, that's all for my ranting. next week's going to be busy and tiring because there's going to be camp. and of course about a million other things that will be happening. after the camp, i'll be off to bintan for a short resort holiday. :) well deserved i would say.

ciao.