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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

the last weekend was a very long and tiring one, for various reasons that are unable to be explicitly said on this public space. but at the same time, it was fun and fulfilling as well because there were friends and of course, my level6 guys - i saw four of them, really happy that it happened! :) and of course, I GOT ADDICTED TO ROCK BAND @ elbey's. hahas. seriously, singing and bass = WOOTS! can we have more rock band sessions.

but i think the most fulfilling thing is not only did i complete my PVC goal, but also i broke through my own mind issues on running and i did almost 7-8km before stopping. but well, the aftereffects are quite bad because, i forgot to take care of my ankle, again. not on purpose though. i did slow down when it started getting painful, but i just didn't stop running. i didn't want to give up. not like my last marathon where i started walking at 1km - can you believe that? LOLS. but from 1km to 8km, it's a feat for me and it's really inspiring me to go even further and faster. :D

but don't look at me as if i'm always so strong. i have my own down moments too, but i just have no one to share them with (i lost my confidante a few months ago) and i keep them to myself. so everyone thinks i'm strong and always without any qualms on life. but i guess, that's the image i portray. but at the end of the day, i'm definitely going to get a man who is going to be protective of me. :)

but for now, when i cry, who will wipe my tears away?

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I'm back in hall again and currently blogging from the very happening phone that I have. :) back in hall for camp and it kinda feels like I'm back "home" cause there's just so much that these walls hold. the memories that lie in the corners, memories of forgotten people, of short friendships, of lasting friends that just seem to go on and on. :) but mostly, it's also of the quiet times that I have studying in my room, lazing at the rooftop and watching the stars. I think I'll really miss this place in year 3&4 because I won't be staying here then. it seems like such a faraway thing to think about, but from my experience, when you're having fun and doing things that you like, the year passes like a flash of lightning.

especially when you're staying in hall, it like a secluded island because you are self-sufficient on this campus island and it's so soothing that you don't really feel like going home. the peace, quiet and privacy that you enjoy is bound by these very walls you stay in. and when you feel like you're somewhat cut off from the world, you just feel at ease with re current status quo and forget about everything else.

if anything, hall will be something that I'll be missing for the next few months until I really move back in august.