"we choose to either make ourselves miserable or to make ourselves strong. they both take the same amount of effort"
saw this quote on the NEL train announcement board. hahas. and, I choose to make myself strongER. I guess that this sentence really speaks to me today. been really tired, busy and weak the past few days but haven't been getting much support from people around me. some people really care but don't have the time to look after me. some people care, but don't want to bother. some people pretend to care but only think of themselves. oh, the people of the world. but I still love them the same because they are all of the same species as me.
it's not east to show your weakness to people you know, even harder to show those you don't know. this year, I've really broken that one layer of cold hard ice surrounding me and i've let more people into my life, by talking to them or just through the contents of my blog. and it's not an easy thing because you never know who reads the words that you write. but i feel that at the end of the day, it'll help someone else see a certain situation from another angle. afterall, God didn't put me through sh*t for nothing.
so whatever comes my way, i choose to be stronger in every aspect that i am involved in. i'm not superwoman, but i'll be as close to her as i can get - the gentlest, most talented superwoman there ever will be. :) i choose to be stronger so that i can be a better person. ^^
talking about superwoman, i'm thinking of serving the nation. hahas. sounds quite wrong coming from me. it's actually an opportunity for me to volunteer with the singapore police force - but i'm seriously considering and reconsidering it. lols. but the good thing is that after the training period, i may be posted to any unit that i like and the central narcotics bureau sounds like some serious fun - in a learning kind of way.
wahhh. wahhh. 11.43pm &. i am going to sleep before the weekend kicks in and the editing goes into crazy mode. hahas. kinda excited yet not really looking forward to all the long nights ahead. can't wait for BEP to be over cause then it's one thing down. but it also means that i gotta catch up on my THREE PROJECTS!
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right. l.o.v.e you m.i.s.s you ^^
if you want to go into *italicized* other words ... *playful smirk*