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Monday, April 20, 2009

today, i was jolted into thinking about a particular guy. was it because of that conversation that we had that night? was it because of the flirtatious messages that he's been sending? or is it because, he's one of the rare people that almost perfectly fit my ideal type of guy - damn tall, over 180. super athletic. intelligent. humorous conversationalist. etc. etc. he fails probably in about 2-3 of the criteria that i set super long ago. but he comes close. rar.

yet, it is again a forbidden kind of relationship because he's not christian, and there's no way i'm going to do a long term with someone non-Christian again because i love the church that i'm in now and i want my children to grow up there. it's an amazing thing how the children in church turn out to be. :) and another thing is, he's already has someone else that he likes - and is chasing. all these flirtatious messages and conversations what not, are just well, to him and to me for now - flings. sighs.

when will i get a guy whom seriously likes me AND whom is someone that i like at the same time. super sianness because all the guys who like me are not my type. all the guys that i like just wanna fling or just wanna be my brother. what's the world coming to? :(

rar. STUDY LUHH QUELYN.