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Sunday, April 12, 2009

sometimes i wish i had paid more attention in economics class in JC. (my Bgrade during the Alvls was a miracle, don't ask me how.)

sighs. this week is a bad week of sleep. in fact, i think the coming one will not be that fantastic either. editing, working at the bar, rushing reports. doesn't help that my peak period (where my brain works the best and is the most creative, proven by some stupid test that i took at the counselling center) is between 3-6am. the rest of the day, i'm productive, but less so. darn the brain, can you work in a more normal way?

yah, i personally feel that i'm somewhat abnormal. when i do a report in the day, the most i get is like a Cgrade (proof: my japanese essay last sem). when i do it at night, it ups to a Bgrade (proof: my lit essay last sem). when i do it early in the morning after a night out partying i get an Agrade (proof: my sociology report). seriously - God, can you turn that upside down so that when i do my work during the DAY, i get an Agrade and then when i'm high on alcohol, i get a Cgrade - that's more normal right. oh, and when i'm agitated, i do my reports so much better because i want to prove anyone that has put me down that they're just looking down on me and i'm better than what they think i am (happens everytime people say i'm a bimbo).

oh, since i mentioned the word bimbo, might as well clarify. bimbos are not just dumb and blonde - they can be clever too (hello, ms universe!) i don't understand why boys, and especially girls put down species of their own kind. in the same way that every lion is different, every human being is different too. it's a form of expression of who we are. can you imagine a world where everyone is so perfect that everyone is the same. that's why i believe that no one's POV is ever right, neither are they wrong because that's just what they are, points of views - maybe some make more sense than others, but that's about it. and that's also why i don't believe in judging the actions of another person - it doesn't make any sense because i feel that judgement is disrespectful (God feels that way too!) because everyone is different in their own way. it's human nature to judge, but humans can also be nurtured and we can nurture ourselves not to judge others. i judge myself, but never others. but well, this is the way i personally feel, and i will not impose my thoughts on a second person.

mm. during the holidays i might be getting another night job - door girl at a club, or as my colleague puts it, the door bitch. :) good pay, quite slack job - not bad. and i get free music and booze. but this is not something that's confirmed yet. and i'm blogging this because i've decided that i don't mind what others think of me anymore. if you know quelyn as that bespectacled girl or as that crazy passionate dancer, here's another side of me. my school friends don't know about my dance crew. my dance crew has never seen me in spectacles before, nor have they seen that studious side of me. but you know what, all these are what makes me special - be it my nerdy side, the dancer in me, the creative person that i am, the wild clubber who loves her nightlife - they all make me who i am. and if you have any opinions, i really don't care anymore. to all the people out there who call themselves my friends, this is me. love me for who i am. i know Youth Factory, N415 and my girls can love me for who i am, the good and the bad - so i know the rest of you can too. i love you for who you are, so i'm just expecting the same from you. but, i still love you all the same even if you cannot accept me as i am. :) it's all part of accepting other people into my life.

announcement! new project on hand - because of some changes to the groups that were under Youth Factory, we've decided as a mentor team to also be doing fundraising and interaction day. basically, we'll be doing whatever our small groups are doing as a mentor group. presenting PROJECT SUGAR RUSH (after this know as PSR). our beneficiary is some department in KK Hospital - i can't remember the exact name, but it's for diabetic kids. this year, all their sponsors pulled out and they don't have any funds for their annual camp - so that's where Youth Factory comes in. we're aiming to raise 15k in less than a month for them. :) so that they can organize their annual camp and continue impacting and inspiring these diabetic kids to live a normal life as much as possible.

background info: many people think that diabetic kids will have to live a horrible childhood (and life) because they are not able to enjoy food and drinks that are high in sugar like sweet popcorn or lollipops - but this is NOT A FACT. the truth is, these children still can consume these kind of food (in moderation of course). the first step is to equip them with the knowledge on the condition that they have as well as information on how much is too much for them. their annual camp is to show them that with care and moderation, they can live as freely as a normal person. :) [info from what Raj said - and believe me, he knows best.]

SO EVERYONE, PLS SUPPORT THE UPCOMING FUNDRASING EVENTS. they'll be posted here on my blog - so feel free to come down, to help, to contribute funds, or just to find out more. tomorrow will be our first meeting with the main comm and from what we have discussed and brainstormed, i forsee a very happening and exciting month ahead, raising funds for a worthy cause. :)

yes! 3am. i'll be able to finish my report in the next 15mins and go to sleep. also, thanks to alvin who tried to help me make sense of some current account balance table that i totally do not understand. wheee.

Easter service in 7hrs!
PSR Meeting in 11hrs!
(OMG! the hours put together is my birthday. hahas. random.)