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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

OH SO HAPPY! :D

as everyone knows, i've been busy and damn tired recently. i blog almost everyday, but that's really just scratching the surface of stuff and i never really go into the deeper issues and thoughts that i hold. sometimes i want to because i want a particular someone to know exactly what's going through my head. but this public space doesn't allow it at times. buy anyway, back to OH SO HAPPY!! :D

went out for dinner with Qiao after a very stressful french test & a very boring economic geography lecture. Sakae at harbourfront center was awful - and guess what, they have a service star award! like huh? isn't that supposed to mean that they have a certain standard of service? - well, i hope the singapore government is not just giving out stars to as many companies as they can.

but the OH SO HAPPY part is when we spent oneandahalf hours at newurbanmale to get something something for someone someone!! hahas. wheee. the poor salesboy had to entertain us and then show us the somethings. we took out at least what, 25 - 30 of the somethings. whoa. totally gonna be a hard time for him to clear up. someone someone, your present looks innocent but it's super naughty. there were naughtier ones, but they didn't have the correct type for you. 

HAHAS.
read the fine text someone. :P
imissnaughtynaughtyyou.


OH SO HAPPY part2. finally finished filming the last major scene. omgomgomg. totally totally beaming with pride, joy, happiness and every other vocabulary that fits the situation. now it's editing editing editing and more editing. rar. gonna freeze in the production room till kingdom come, or the cows come home - oh whichever happens first. been watching some taiwanese/korean/japanese drama to look at the way they transit scenes and change camera angles. love@theageansea. fullhouse. &. kiina. different languages, different directors. different styles. so much that i could learn!

OH not so HAPPY part comes here. been busy. been trying to sleep. but haven't been getting good sleep. i dream of losing you. i dream that one day you'll forget about me. and then i wake up. sometimes i cry. sometimes i just think of you. but most of all, i miss you. sometimes i feel that you're my personal addiction - addicted to loving you and you alone. being alone so far away from you is sometimes really hard. somedays it's a very mild feeling and it's like someone's missing from the crowd around me. somedays it's so serious and i feel that it's as if the very air has been taken away from me. you are, almost my everything in some sense. i said before, my life is no longer that of three years ago and it's a lot more than just you. but there are days i feel that all i have left is you - but you're just not here by my side.

that's why the fb status a few days ago. "your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky - now will you wipe away the tears that i cry". it sounds familiar probably because i used to sing it around you. this song and hahas. another one. well, i guess that was something really really long ago. not worth mentioning cause you'd probably have forgotten that song i whispered in your ear. haaas.

back to life. time to sleep!!
it's 11.58pm already.
hope you had a happy april fools day.
did you prank someone? :D