it rained yesterday and the day before. today's sky is also turning dark, but it hasn't rained yet. it's probably just the night coming earlier. tuesday tuesday - i kinda like tuesdays cause they're after the monday blues, but before the middle of the week. hahas. i think i scared hengfai, ryo and nixon yesterday night. but anyway, thanks for the concern. i know you'll love me cause i'm the nicest and prettiest level rep. :D
can't wait for tomorrow to come! it's the BEP screening - the premiere that i've been working so hard for. and i can't wait for tomorrow to be over and then i'll write and post up my first ever "thank you" speech. you'll never hear it at the grammy's or emmy's, but it doesn't matter. this whole journey has made me feel like a real director. :) i've learnt so much about myself and the potential behind my imagination. and i've also gained new knowledge on camera operations and post production (it's so much harder than i thought it would be.) but most of all, i've had loads of fun with my camerapeople and leads. you'll made all these possible. (sounds like my thank you speech is coming out already. must stop myself!)
feeling all jittery and excited cause i've invited all my important groups of friends along. Youth Factory is coming! and Karen is helping me rally N415 around. QiaoQiao is coming. Yan & Nic haven't replied yet. and of course, my lvl6 boys (2 of them are my leads!) as well as the block and some of my other friends in NUS. so excited.
this whole experience has made me think about a few other options to my education path. i know i'm already at the end of my first year in university, but to tell the truth, i never wanted to be in NUS - it's just that at that point of time, it was the only path that my parents were allowing me to take, for my own good, i understand. but i really wanted to go to NAFA or LWSSM to learn visual and performing arts. it won't be able to feed me very well, but it's something i'm passionate about. but i still entered NUS in the end. not that i'm regretting it cause NUS and hall has been a wonderful experience.
but maybe after university, i might consider going to university again at Tisch Asia. it's the Asian sister school of New York University Tisch School of the Arts whose alumni consist of some famous directors and cinematographers. but, well, that's for me to think during the holidays. it's something that has sparked a fire of interest in me, but i don't know if i'll pursue it and make it my career. i'll finish what i have at hand first and then think about this other option.
after tomorrow, i'll be left with just my studies and the PVC project. :) a burden of my shoulder, a project well done. seeing how the film is coming together, i know that it's going to be good.
avoir!