standing so clearly across from me
but i will not walk that bridge
i tuned my back against it
and walked away.
Long Time No See !
FINALLY! i get to update. and to tell the truth, my brain is already 95% dead. but i feel that i seriously have to blog before my friends think that this blog is dead. I DIDN'T ABANDON. it's just that the past few days have been like traveling on an interstate. the cars whizz by as i walk along this highway and i don't even have time to catch my breath, much less blog. so many things have happened since tuesday! ohgoodness. i feel that i won't be able to finish blogging everything because i can't totally remember. :(( it's been a mad rush of meetings and completing assignments and what not. right. let me recall.
WEDNESDAY/ had french test. seriously, i don't care if i screwed it already. i had fun, and that's all that mattered. :) as i blogged before, it's opened up a whole new world of literature to me, and it's really cool - even if it doesn't show its results on my transcript, i'm glad that i took this language up. and, another thing, i'm never ever taking a language module in NUS anymore. NEVER. EVER. because what i heard from my lecturer is that NTU uses the same text book as NUS, but here, we squeeze 6chapters into one semester and NTU does 4chapters per semester. the result is that we finish the whole textbook in one AY. and that's screwed. extremely. :((
after french, skipped my geography lecture to go for my project meeting because the japanese report was due on thursday and we were compiling and changing our referencing style. sighs. right - and i was totally not used to the APA style because usually i use MLA - or whatever it's called. hahs. but yeap. spent about an hour with them before rushing off to NYJC to meet up with OneFive and finalize their plans for friday. and it was a good, albeit short meeting. went back to hall to finish up my report for submission.
THURSDAY/ this day was fairly okay because it was submission day - meaning, the last assignment of the term is OVER! :)) but i had other stuff to do, like the MINGLES NIGHT proposal and that took me quite a lot of time because i seriously didn't know what it would work out like. and i haven't written a proposal in hmm. 6months. the last time i wrote a full proposal was when i was running for SECC chairperson position.
FRIDAY/ most exciting day of the week because OneFive had their carnival at NYJC, and I'M SUPER PROUD OF THEM. it was really a success because the teachers and students were all quite supportive and if you were there to see the crowd, you wouldn't believe that you were in NY. it really felt for a moment in time that we were at a real carnival. games stalls, food stalls etc. and the hottest property - the DUNKING MACHINE. really need to thank the teachers for being so responsive and gungho to volunteer to be dunked. :) and we earned a total of $3500+ from the carnival alone. :)) proud of you OneFive, you've seen the fruits of your labour. well done. and have a good rest before we continue the rest of the journey.
after that cabbed down to West Coast with Xiang, Pathma & Yvon to have our Youth Factory BBQ. had a load of fun! food, drinks and of course, the best was the COMPANY. :) Raj & Xav. for going to ShengSiong and then MacDs with me to help buy the stuff for the rest of the people. and Xav. again for letting me accompanying you to 7-11, had a super blast of a time. :)) it's like i found this weird older brother whom i can crap with for anything. later when most of the "guests" left and it was YouthFac. alone, i got a little high on the alcohol - like after one glass. cause i was damn freakin tired. and Kel just suddenly swept me off the damn bench with one hand. WHAT'S WITH GUYS CARRYING ME THIS WEEK?!?! two different guys, different situations. shitlahhhhs. CAN YOU'LL STOP THAT. I'M SCARED OF HEIGHTS K. (oh, but it was quite fun, after you get over the scared of height phase. :P)
SATURDAY/ yes, that's today! woke up damn freakin early to get to the prata place nearby where Raj, Den, Den & YongLing came to pick me up to go to republic poly for our PVC MID-POINT CHECK. we're half way through the journey already!! can you believe it?? 6 weeks ago, we had participants training. and 6 weeks from now, we'll be having our finale at VivoCity. had a really good time today at RP with NY & BLSS whom we combined with. really tired too cause we were just running around and stuff. :)) but all in the name of fun and games because we spent about one and a half hours doing some challenge thing. quite interesting i must admit. hahas. & NYJC is the one who raised the highest amount of funds! $4400!! :)) PROUD OF YOU ONEFIVE. i don't know how to express it because it's really like being proud of like your best friend winning some first prize award. hahas.
TMR! going to church and then going to help Den&Kel paint their new house! hahas. HAPPENING. :))
today i realize that there were people around me whom i missed out in the last two years because i never really saw them for who they were and how they loved me. i don't know if i've missed my chance with them, but what's most important is that i finally see that there are people who are willing to love this stupid, stubborn, extremely busy, complicated person that i am for who i am. i still want to love that person out there, but maybe if i had seen those who were around me in the last two years or so, life might just have been that much easier, with less heartache and pain. but i still don't regret what i went through and what i did because, it's all something called a growing experience. :))
GOING TO SLEEEEP A MUCH NEEDED SLEEP. :)
nights. love you people.
