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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
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LOVE YOU!
Monday, March 16, 2009

yah, you probably already know - i had this urge to call you in the middle of the freakin night, simply because i miss you. honestly, i don't know how it came about, but it's probably all the songs that i heard in kbox that made me think of you, even though i was in a room with like 10 other people.

i miss you tonight
i missed you so badly
and i don't know why


had a surprise kbox celebration for birthday boy clarence who turns 21 this year. :) but obviously it was a failed surprise cause he already suspected and knew that we were going to surprise him at kbox. sighs. but i'm glad he had a good time - i know i did. some of them said i should go join some singing competitions, but i think that it's not the time yet. i'm busy with so many things, and i want to settle them first. singing - i do it because i want you to hear my voice, even though i'm unable to hear yours. and of course because i want my parents to take a second look at me. LOLS. people want fame and fortune. i just want the simplest of attention.

nothing else much to blog tonight/this morning (it's 2:19am) i just want to sleep. and oh. the hand is not really getting better. :( sians. i think i may very well need to go to like the chinese sinseh or something cause self-medication doesn't seem to be working. but i'm VERY reluctant to go because of the pain that he'll put me through. sighs. i'm going to bathe and sleep then. started this post right after i reach back hall. it's MONDAY - and the dreaded blues are here again, i think.

nights.
love you.