i hate today officially.
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was doing random stupid things that take up/ waste time to make my day a little better. took some personality test and was quite happy with it. :) here's my results. quite true i think.
Your view on yourself
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
nightmares nightmares, why do they happen? i read that one reason for nightmares may be a way of our unconscious to get our attention about a situation or problem that we have been avoiding and it is time to take notice and confront a problem or situation because nightmares serve an important purpose in showing you what is troubling you from within you deeper levels. other websites say that it's a form of stress release (then i think despite my happy happy thoughts during the day, i must be extremely stressed out!)
ohwhatever. i think it's BEP filming getting to me. but please, whoever is giving these nightmares, can you give less scary and less realistic ones. i don't like the way these nightmares are developing. they're becoming too real. or maybe, it's my mind telling me to face up to reality. maybe it's someone telling me (in the second nightmare) that friends, no matter how close are not always as reliable as they seem and may betray you at anytime. maybe it's someone telling me that it's not worth waiting so long for someone so far away.
but you know what, I DON'T CARE. i'm going to live my life, on my own guiding principles of love, faith and hope. no more, no less of unconditional love, irrevocable faith and imperishable hope.
randomly, i need a holiday.
