exciting man. and i didn't go for tutorial this morning. because i didn't feel like it. because i didn't sleep too well yesterday night. sweet dreams really does help in the no nightmares part, but it doesn't work on the weather. hahas. woke up a gazillion times because the weather was crazy yesterday night. slept really soundly at first but got woken up by a message from korie. replied then went back to sleep. then it became too cold so woke up to turn the fan down. still too cold, turned the fan down again. then it became too hot, so i turned the fan up. and then after a while it started raining, so woke up to close the windows. sians. like TOTALLY. the weather and temperature was so erratic cause it was going to rain.

going back to nyjc today for OneFive's meeting. can't wait to see how the kids are doing. :) they're going to meet their beneficiary/organization today, so i hope they have good news for us at 5.30pm. anywho, i'm still very proud of all of them for taking up such a project because all of them are J2s and it's their Alvl year. i have one 31st councillor (yey!) and at this time of the year, council is busy with tying up all projects and training up the next batch (i would know very well. hahas.). and i totally forgot to blog about this - i have 3 band kids. hahas. but all of them play the clarinet, so yah, it's totally different from him. but i'm very proud of them because this year is SYF year (goodness. i know how stressful it is.i SYF-ed for drama, choir & band in secondary school and wanted to DIE from all the late night practices and fine-tuning on sound, balance, smoothness etc. etc. etc. omg.) damn proud of my band kids. i have a hockey boy, a netballer and a judo girl - these three are amazing cause they totally don't look like sportspeople, but they are! testimony to the phrase "don't judge a book by its cover". one from the interact club. and the rest from CNNY. cute mix of people and strengths. :)

oh. and i don't know if i told you, there's a piece of us (you know who you are ^^) that will be in nyjc forever. hahas. the place that you hate the most, the timeframe of the past that i most want to go back to (okay, maybe not so much anymore cause the present is what matters). but yes, i left something there that will be there until they decide to take it down or demolish the school. if you don't know about it, maybe, just maybe, one day i'll bring you there if the right time comes along. if you do know about it, hahas, forgive my memory. it's failing me. because i almost forgot there was such a thing in ny, until that day i went back to run on the track and saw it once again. it unlocked a lot of memories that i purposely locked away - memories that you probably have forgotten because you've got so many new ones.

sometimes i feel that this blog is not just a blog. it's like a collection of letters to you. a collection of all the emotions that run through me. and at one point of time, it was the only way of communicating with you. it's like my daily dose of "talking" to you, telling you about what's happening in my life and what i'm doing. but then i realize, it's mostly one way. i realize i don't really know what you're doing and what's going on in your life. hahas. i'm so naive.

ohwell. i'm looking forward to the rest of today. :)
and i wonder how SingPost works with its mail to down under.
sighs. i'm such a noob. :P