
the hand is not getting better by any standards. recovered most of my mobility, but it's still painful and writing is still a chore. went to see the chinese doctor and it's supposed to be better. but i'm thinking of going to the western doctor cause a bone seems to be out of place. but there's so many things i'm apprehensive about.
will i be able to write properly? exams are in a month.
will it be painful? i have a low pain threshold and there's no one here with me.
will it be in the way? i still need my hand for many many things in this busy busy time.
oh whatever.