blogging from my iPhone again! so pardon all the spelling mistakes. hahas. even though the day hasn't ended, I'd say that it was a day well spent. :) woke up early for my 8am tutorial cause there was the motivation of mac breakkie with Nicole after the tutorial! :D totally worth spending that useless one hour in tutorial. talked and ate for about an hour until she had to go to her next lesson. went back to hall and slept for a while more cause I only got to sleep at 3am and had to wake up at 6.30am. :( sleep deprived. but still, the day was good.

went to VivoCity after waking up to get some art stuff from daiso and then went looking for bbff's present again. ehh. long story dearie. the first present can't be sent over. hahas. might get detained at customs, so I'll pass it to you when I see you next as your Christmas present ks. hahas. but omg. I have less than 10days to search and post the present so that it'll get to him in time. currently looking for a solution to hmm. secret! :) it's supposed to be a surprise. :P I think I know what I wanna get him, but I haven't decided cause I feel that it's too common. but I don't want common for someone special. lols. we'll see I guess. 10more days, 10more days.

bought a book at onepage and then ate a long long long lunch of salad and rosti at marche while enjoying my book! everyone was askin how was my lunch. and my answer, of course it was good! it seriously was. I think from now on if I have nothing to do on Fridays, I'll spent it something like today. :) bbff, at all the countries we go to, can we put aside one day to just stone? hahas. stoning seems like quite an enjoyable activity. and it'd be a good time to rest from all the running around we'd me be doing.

after lunch, continued present hunting and then adjourned to queensway shopping center to collect my spectacles that were supposed to be collected about a month and a half ago. hahas. been so busy with hall and school and the mentoring project that I haven't been able to make a trip down. my specs are looking good! took a few camwhorish pictures that I'll upload in this post later tonight. hee. :) walked around a bit but didn't find anything nice. hmm. walked over to anchorpoint, walked around and bought some string for the deco in hall.

now I'm blogging from tcc in anchorpoint. :) just had desert - my favourite tiramisu and a rose Juliet drink. continued reading my book till page124. I'm more than halfway through my book already! hahas. happiness and relaxation looks like this. I haven't had so much time go just sit down and enjoy a book since feb. maybe I'll make it a once a month thing. :)

after I finish this post I'm gonna walk to ikea across the road - or maybe not, depending on the time. and then later I'll have to be in school to go for a play at 8pm in the university cultural center. after that, going back to hall to deco the level for filming tmr. :) one busy, but fulfilling day. wish you were here with me.

watch this post for todays photos! seeya!

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these are pictures that i took of OneFive during our meeting on thursday. 8 out of the 10 kids that i'm taking were there. and it was really exciting seeing them starting to take charge of the project with such enthusiasm and drive. ^^ i hope that it'll continue on all the way to the end of the project. even though it's just the start, i'm already really proud of them and i believe that they'll do many big things in the next few months. :) and i'm also very proud to have yvonne as my co-mentor. i think we really match each other cause we make up for each others lackings. hee. so honored to be working with you yvon.



ahh. this is a very beautiful shot that i took at VivoCity, on impulse, on my iPhone. :) very proud of the shot because it's really quite artistic with the fountain and the kids in the middle. actually, i'm thinking of getting one of those professional looking cameras that give higher quality photos. it doesn't have to be a damn expensive camera - cause i am after all just a beginner. but yeap. i want to dabble into photography, but now is not the time.





















































































that's me in my new specs! do they make me look a little older? bitchier? hahas. i chose it because it looked bitchy. :P aids in the hmmm. scare factor? my friends always say that i cannot look fierce or scary. and that i'm a bad liar because i can never hide things for long. haaas. so i thought maybe a particular pair of specs with a bit more personality might add on to the scary side of me. maybe it'd help me tell white lies better too. :D HAHAS. check out the first picture. that's the detail on the side of the specs and that's what made me choose that pair! lols. and it's in my almost favourite colour - red. (if you didn't know, my fav. colour is PINK. :P)





























































cute stuff at anchorpoint. obviously they are the toilet signages. but i thought that it was cute because these are like life-sized wooden things that are stuck to the wall, and admit it, they look quite cute! ^^ was attracted to it and took shots of them after i came out of the washroom. haa. but guess what, despite the "signs" being so HUGE, the washroom is super hard to find because they are all hidden deep in the depths of the shopping center, or shielded by huge wooden panels that look like the continuation of the wall. sians.



this is from the university cultural center. haa. in the toilet again. today the toilet's have very interesting things. it's the "instructions" on the paper dispenser in each cubicle - it says "pull here *arrow arrow* tear here *arrow*" LOLS! it was just super random luhh. don't mind me. :P and randomly i thought it was funny so i took a shot of it.































THIS. hahas. this one is LEGEND because it has a story behind it. it was what i bought for our first year anniversary, which obviously didn't get to it. they were originally a pair of don'tknowwhatkindofmetal bracelets - one for the guy and one for the girl. obviously, the guy's design was simpler and less flashy. the girl's design was brighter and glittery-er. but earlier this year, i had them converted into a single necklace because something told me that you didn't need anything on your wrists anymore. and my intuition was right. you already have a hair tie there. no more place for anything else. :( i guess. i just collected the necklace not long ago. but now i wear it everyday, to keep you even nearer to me - even though you never wore it. but it still represents something that you were supposed to own. hah. funny. sighs. somehow i feel so pathetic - going to such extremes just to lie to myself, something that i'm not exactly very good at. lols.

self-deception is a trick of the mind.

hahas. the piece we have there - you guessed the tangible one, the flat, square, originally white thing that's now blue and i think gold/silver. the intangible one is the whole place. that's why i said that it won't disappear unless the building gets demolished. going back to ny is like walking into a time machine - the difference is that the people are different. but the place, the classrooms - they are all the same. the memories still lurk in corners that we have forgotten. the memories that i remember alone? idk. :) only you have the answers. sighs. i realize that i'm sounding so uncertain. because i cannot fathom what you are thinking.

rar. quelyn, remember to always believe in who you are!!

my wall. sighs. my wall is BEP! sighs. the premier screening is in 10DAYS! and we still haven't finish filming about a million scenes. and my very important female lead is like busyyyy. :( i'm getting damn stressed over this cause i know how important the BEP is, not only to me, but the block as well. publicity is going to go up soon and here i am without a full cast able to film. so i have to find a million and one alternative solutions to make sure that by the 1st of April, the production will screen without a glitch. F- STRESSED. :( wish wish wish you were here. you'd probably say something right to calm my nerves and get me back on track because whenever you're around, you help me make sense when my brain just doesn't want to think logically. and currently i'm just worrying my head off. because i can't get the cast, i can't get the cameraman. argh. I CAN'T GET ANYBODY! whyyy. rar. i need to think of solutions. solutions. solutions.

quelyn, don't panic. something will come up.
it's gonna be another sleepless night...