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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

sighs. it's been a super long day. morning, woke up for marathon training at 5am. the air was really cool and i guess it was worth it. 8am, had to be at the campsite to help out in the high elements training for a friend's company - and this was the scariest part of the day because i was lacking sleep and yet had to be on high alert. thank God that nothing happened to the kids i was looking after. and then after that, checked my email and wrote yet another long email to that group of people. i still feel that they are seriously unreasonable. but lucky i had my kids around to keep my spirits high.

6pm, dance rehearsal - i'm blogging on the bus now! :) and my spirits are slightly down. rushing to write a report with the perfectionist mindset that i have is not easy. i don't want to rush, but i have to because they want to look at it and change it before the deadline to send in the report. and it's rushing in the midst of so many things. i didn't have lunch so that i could write the report. and now on the bus, i was rushing the report again. but i just needed to blog to get my mind off. realize that i have to come out with charts and graphs too! honestly, i can just hand in the whole report with just nicole's and my name. no one else is freakin helping out! GROUP PROJECT PEOPLE. not i do a few surveys, collate results and quelyn does everything else.

BUT, i'm not going to think about it. i'm just going to go through this sh*t and if they are still going to be unreasonable about it, then i really don't know what else to do. suck it up and stick it through i guess. another life lesson on the people you work with. i think this semester isn't a very fantastic one. first it was the "best friend" incident and now, it's this group. sighs.

God, is this your punishment to me for breaking all the rules?
is this your punishment to me for doing what i did in those few weeks?
God, i repented and promised that i wouldn't do it again.
have you not forgiven me?

dance rehearsals will be till late because our performance is coming up. and we're learning a new latin-inspired dance today choreographed to the song "fragile" by sting. how coincidental that it was one of the songs i fell in love with from bbff's iMini. i think i'll have a good time learning the new choreo. and josh is still pissed at me for not turning up for practices. but i know you'll forgive me josh, cause you love me! :D