*screams in frustration*
*screams in anger*
*screams in sadness*
*screams in anger*
*screams in sadness*
yes, that's definitely what i'm feeling at 1.30 in the morning. i thought alot about some things that was bothering me. and the results that i churned out was horrifyingly scary. and i'm afraid. but i cannot blog about it. i cannot talk about it either. and it frustrates me.
for the first time in my life
i'm actually afraid of something
because i know exactly what i'm thinking
and those thoughts scare me.