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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

OMG. I TOTALLY NEED TO EXPLODE NOW!

HOW UNREASONABLE CAN OLDER PEOPLE GET. come on people who are reading, hear this and see if i'm getting angry for nothing. i just spent THREEhours in an online MSN project meeting discussion. it's 2:43am and you can guess what time we started.

firstly, a meeting at this unearthly hour about an academic paper is not exactly the most productive time.

secondly, we spent ONEhour clarifying what our focus should be. question after question (by me who will be writing a FIVEpage report by myself) was asked but with no proper answer. everyone else was unsure of what we were supposed to be doing. and then they asked me, who totally doesn't know anything and is trying to clarify, what i think the group should be focusing on. THROW THE QUESTION BACK AT THE ASKER! wow. incredible. and guess what, when i started bitching at the 57th minute mark, i got the answer i needed in 3mins. WOW. totally. incredible.

thirdly, the next TWOhours was spent trying to analyze the results of a survey we conducted. but obviously, people's brains were not working and they came up with analysis points that sounded like this... "more people spend more time with their phones than their computers. but people also spend more time surfing the internet. therefore, more people surf the net on their phone." and the survey results of people who use their phone to surf the internet = 13.33% HELLO! simple numbers. your inference is a PROVEN fallacy. can you tell me, how does one take this kind of nonsense at 2am in the morning and not get irritated?

fourthly, i shouldn't even be blogging now because of this point, but i have to because i can't sleep with all this irritation. I HAVE TO GET UP AT 4.30AM TO GO FOR TRAINING! i told the whole group openly at the ONE1/2hour mark. no one cared. i told them again at the end of our conversation. and they said, we all have our things too - yah. meeting at 2PM. hello. 4.30AM vs 2PM. can anyone see the difference?

and guess what, everyone decided that quelyn was a bitch and left the conversation in a huff. YES, I WAS BEING A BITCH ON PURPOSE BECAUSE IT GETS RESULTS. 57mins vs. 3mins. i'm result-oriented. and i'm very sure my EQ is up to standard. if you people who are so used to inefficiency cannot take it, i'm sorry. but i'm alot like my mother when it comes to academic work. strict, formal, straightforward, a total perfectionist. we hate people who cannot make sense when all the facts are place in front of them. we cannot stand people who think that they are right even when they are wrong - even when the cold hard facts are placed under them.

whatever.

i'm in a bitchy mode because it's what drives results from that group of girls who think that just because they are in year2&3 are cleverer than me in this aspect of the module. i mean, i'm not smarter than them. i probably only know as much as them because we're all taking the module together. and it's an exposure module. the most basic, which means they couldn't have taken higher level modules of this major.

IF YOU THINK THAT NICOLE AND I ARE VERY BULLY-ABLE BECAUSE WE ARE YEAR ONES, YOU GOT IT WRONG MY DEAREST SENIORS. YOU GOT IT SO WRONG. I PROBABLY WROTE MORE ACADEMIC RESEARCH PAPERS THAN YOU EVER HAVE IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. SO DON'T TRY TO ACT SO F- SMART WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW A SINGLE THING, AS YOU HAVE VERY CLEVERLY DEMONSTRATED IN THE CONVERSATION BEFORE.

i have training at 5am.
goodMORNING.

*screams in frustration wanting to type a few million more explicits*