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THE BLOG! :) obviously, but also to a world of wonders and mysteries
that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
my entries!
LOVE YOU!
Sunday, February 15, 2009

i know you care, i know you never want to see me fail or fall. but somehow, i always trip myself up and end up disappointing you. argh. and it hurts to know that i did. be it on MSN, a text or whatever way you express yourself to me, every time i see that word, it tears me apart and tears down everything i have ever built up. because what you say and what you feel means so much to me. i know it was a choice on my part - that's what life is about, choices. and when life comes around and i can hardly breathe, i always choose to walk down the wrong choice.

but at the end of the day
all i need to know is that you believe
that i'll make it to where i'm supposed to be
that's all i really need because
your belief in me makes me strong.


i know it may count for nothing to you
because it's just words, but,
i'm sorry dear, for disappointing you
once again.