argh. missed dinner at the comm hall cause i fell asleep. so i ate some disgusting MSG-filled pasta. bleah.

but oh well. it was a nice and peaceful sleep to the music of BBFF's iMini. hahas. drifting into dreamland thinking about someone gives you nice dreams. i wonder if you fall asleep thinking of her and then dreaming of her. whatever it is, she's one very lucky girl. suddenly i remembered what you said this morning, about me wishing to be in her place. honestly, i will say that i don't want to be in her place. because what's important is that you are happy and blissful.

愛她吧。我們之間，你所忘記的，我會幫你記住你的份。

yah. i know i'm weird. you don't have to remind me. :D
but that's the way i am. and this is happiness to me.
in the most simplistic, abstract (and perhaps even sadistic) form.
of course i wish for other things, but, now's not the time.
but i'm glad i told you cause now, i don't have to hide. :)

and i still miss you.



sleep, oh sleep.
why does thou beckon?
*falls onto bed again*

- add on edit -

rawr! got woken up by a knock on my door. but it was a nice surprise.
i received the sunflower that i wanted to give to one of my girls.
PLUS A ROSE FROM WINSON! AHHH!
thankyou thankyou. i know that life wouldn't be as fun without me. :)
heh. didn't expect to receive any roses this year, but but but!!
i got one from tommy ytd night.
another one from convening comm.
a whole bouquet from some random person.
and now one more from winson!
HAPPY. :D
but i'll still be spending valentines' single. :P