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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
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Friday, January 23, 2009

honestly, honestly.
what do you want me to say?
we've put you in a position of power.
and yet you misuse this power.
but i cannot take you down.
because the decision lies not with me.

GOD, why give me people who are incompetent? who do not do their job. who thinks that the world revolves around them.

PROJECT MANAGER, YOU are supposed to make the decisions, not me. even though i'm the vice-chairperson, i don't have the authority to override your decisions unless something catastrophic happens or is about to happen. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE POWER THAT IS IN YOUR HANDS? really. you are not the only one that has to go back home for chinese new year. you are not the only one who has a family. today, when you went back to your family and suddenly threw me into the scene, you took away my time with my family. you understand the CONSEQUENCES of your actions. fine, it's ok. i just won't go home. and i'll just get scolded by my parents whom i see once every few months while you enjoy your time with the parents that you get to see every week.

honestly, project MANAGER, i thought that you were not too bad with your bubbly infectious personality that would inspire people. but if you are going to turn out like your fellow project manager, then i would think that you have failed in your duty, just as she had. i won't say that i won't judge you based on this incident because afterall, i am human. but i will try not to judge you based on this incident with regards to other upcoming projects.

really, i told you that if you want to know what happens in my life, read my blog. i'll even blog about things like the above because in real life, i'm really not that mean. i want to be mean, but there are always things like myself who will stop me from being mean.

i really don't care
say what you want,
that i'm a bitch
that i'm being mean
that i'm being unreasonable.

but let me tell you,
i'm telling the truth.


today has been a f- bad day.
people have been a bitch.
ruined my mood.
increased my emo quotient.

BBFF, i wish you would fly over sooner. and talk some sense into me. like now. :(
korie, i wish you weren't in tekong. then i'd be able to talk to you too.
God, i don't dare to go to you.