i know, i know that i shouldn't feel this way cause it was wrong from the start. but, i just can't help it. the surroundings numbed the feeling. but now, i just find myself in between emotions. i told myself that i'll give it two days to settle. two days to pig out, to cry on the pillow, to emo. and then, it's back to normal because there's so many things that i have to do.
that's right.
i broke my own heart.
how dumb.