i had a blast of a Christmas party. but, i didn't get my christmas wish to come true because he broke it today. i knew it would turn out like this, but i didn't think that it would be today. i wish i could turn back time and do it again. but i'm happy because at least, i don't regret having him in my life. we're still friends because he's not looking yet. and for me, it's not time for me to have someone yet because there's too many things that i have to settle now.
God, strength is all i need right now.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!