oh. i cut my pretty long fingernails. :(
because i'm playing netball, because i'm going to work at Subway.
lols. YES, WORK! cause i want to have a feel of how everyone else copes this way. like i know a few of my hall seniors who work and study at the same time and i totally cannot understand how they do it. i hope that i'll be able to hold down this job for quite sometime because i want to start from the bottom up. while i wait for the right time to fulfill my destiny, why not learn some other skills like sandwich making so that when i become a ____________ (fill in the blanks, not going to tell you what it is yet! hahas) i'll still be able to look after myself.
a few months ago someone told me, "you look beautiful tonight" and i decided that i would be even more beautiful so that he would continue looking at me. maybe for the rest of my life? maybe for just this season in my life? i don't know.
recently, someone said to me "i don't like girls who can't take care of themselves" and because of that line, i decided that i'll start taking care of myself. you'll say it's an excuse, but, i do take care of myself. it's just that sometimes i forget because i'm busy taking care of everyone else. but whatever it is, i'm going to start taking care of myself even better now. :D
"you made me change so much
but now you're walking away
you're just like all those other guys
who came, passed by and strolled away
but it really don't matter cause
you'll always be in my mind and soul
you made that difference in my life
and i'll happily say goodbye"
to you:
even though you're going to the UK to study
i promise that i'll take care of myself
and if one day you come back and we meet again
i'll still be this beautiful princess that you see
an even stronger and prettier one
thank you for being part of my life