which i think looking at the current situation, is going to be a lot.
life's not exactly going in the right direction now,
but i know that my God is greater. :D
sh*t happens. that's all i have to say.
it's how we react to it that matters.
i really wish that i was my siblings
they don't seem to know what it going on
am i the only one suffering?
from knowing the truth
from feeling the burden
from not being able to enjoy like them.
i wonder if they know what's going on in the family
i wonder if they know how much crap
my mum and i are going through
i wonder if they even care about their future.
God, why?
why me?
we always ask the question.
but really why?
i'm accepting mysef for who am i
but why do you still forget me
ceks, brys.
why do you not think about me
am i that unimportant
i want a family who loves me
that's it.
why do you ignore me as if i'm not part of the family?
if you hate me, say so.
then i'll leave, faraway.
so that you be happy.