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THE BLOG! :) obviously, but also to a world of wonders and mysteries
that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
my entries!
LOVE YOU!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

if there is one thing that i was convicted of even more during the Asia Conference, it would be that i want to use my own money to bless the people around me even more. but more than that, i also want to help build schools, homes, and eventually, the LIVES of the people in Singapore and Asia. just like Sun, maybe. but i know that part of my calling is to love, help and rebuild people.

but i also know that i am a long, LOOOONG way from where i am supposed to be because i have to learn to rebuild my own life first. i know where i am living at, and i know where i have to go. being baptized was just the start of the journey. Asia Conference was just the first lecture. and i know that when it comes to the last lecture, i will be the speaker. maybe not to a congregation of 35,000. but to a congregation where there are people who's lives need to be touched. my life story will change people because they will see how God's love worked in me and how it can work in their lives too.

how do i know where the other half of my calling lies? 
but how do i get there?
how do i rebuild?
how do i fulfill?

all i know is that i am very grateful to N415ers, past, present and even future, because you guys are the spiritual family that i can find my shelter in. when i'm with all of you, i'm truly happy. even when i'm tired, sad, frustrated, worried, you guys&gals always give me the strength to smile again and laugh from the bottom of my heart. trudy, sijia and yanming, the N233ers who will always have a special place in my heart because they, like N415, love me for who i am.

you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains
you raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
i am strong when i am on your shoulders
you raise me up, to more than i can be