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Thursday, October 23, 2008

the weather of the past few days have been rainy
and it seems to mirror that of some of my emotions

i'm very grateful to the people around me, especially N415.
they're the ones who've been praying for me
they're the ones who've been my listening ear
they're the ones who've always been there

but i just feel that there's something missing
something that i cannot find
something that i cannot stop

maybe it's because i've not been thinking enough these few days
the only personal time is when i'm doing my quiet time
i'm so busy
i'm so tired

i'm almost giving up?

honestly, i'm not doing too well at school.
studying has never been my thing
it's just a responsibility i have to fulfill
it's just a phase in life i go through to satisfy my parents

and that's why i chose to stay in hall
because at least through my 4years in NUS
i'll be able to do things that i like
even though it's tiring
even though it's time consuming
at least it's something i choose to do

i'm taking even bigger steps this year towards my dream
starting small from singing at the bar
then going for auditions in my hall's band
and now, the Asia Conference's Showtime.

i really thank God 
for the experience at my Showtime auditions.
it was really a confidence booster
because i didn't falter 
in front of such important people in Church
it really wasn't by my strength alone

thank God for being there
and i thank Karen as well, who came to support
it really meant a lot to me

now God, help me in my SECC Interview
that's in less than 3hours time.
tell me what to say
give me the wisdom
give me the courage
to shine for you in Sheares.