that's the mix of emotions i'm feeling now as my auditions draw near.
as well as my proposal deadline comes to a close too.
God, i know that you have a plan and purpose for my life
i chose these two paths.
and i hope that i can walk on them concurrently
but Your will be done, not mine.
if they are for me, open the door
if not, close the doors
and open windows instead!
<3s.