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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i think i'm getting tired. tired of some people around me being so fake. i mean, seriously, if you want to bitch about me, do it in my face. i promise not to slap you. honestly, if we are going to work together for the next like 9 - 12 months, get this clear, if you're not happy with me, tell me. don't bitch about me behind my back while holding my hands when we go shopping together like we're best buddies. it doesn't work that way hun.

i'm also getting tired of uni life. sure, i can cope with all this studying crap. but i always wonder, why am i studying? why am i putting all this crap in my brain knowing that i'll never need it. i want to study something that is more relevant to what i want to do in the future. i don't need to know about marxist theories or why "Goodbye, Dragon Inn" is edited in a certain way to give a certain effect. i don't need to know why singapore's tourist attractions are so unoriginal. i know what i want to be in the future. and i know that whatever i'm studying now is not going to help. but then again, as the eldest in the family, i have the responsibility of being in university and wearing that cap so that my parents can take pictures with me and show them off to their friends.

crap. 

God, give me a better reason for going through uni, please.