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Monday, September 01, 2008

easy is a word that has come to be very unfamiliar to me. as if things are not confusing enough, i have to deal with a whole lot more of things that i don't really want to. school's not getting any slower and i don't have enough time to even breath because of the number of readings i have to catch up on, the number of tutorials i have to do and the number of lectures that i have to go to. hall's not being very kind on me either because i'm having a ton of things that i don't want being thrown on to me like pageant and random activities that come up. i don't even have to power to say 'no' because even when i do, nobody listens to me. my personal life, enough said, i don't want to talk about it anymore.

so, with that ranting done, let's break it down. my personal life, God will take care of that eventually. i just hope that it's sooner or later, but not a in-the-middle timing. i'm not ready to handle any of that just yet. God, clear my mind. i don't want to think about it. if it's him, i'm not ready yet. God, if it isn't him, can you tell me now? hall, is a totally new thing to me and i'm almost an in between of a phantom and a block comm-er. so weird right. between power and powerless. i'm almost going to go crazy. i want to find someone i can talk to in hall but everyone's got their own little cliques cause all of them went through orientation together. maybe it's just me thinking too much. but i don't know. God, can i have wisdom to deal with this? school, i just have to deal with it and ask God for more time!

God, all i can say is HELP!