but then again, it's been quite an emo day because i've been thinking about something, or rather someone. not exactly sad, but it's just that some things have happened recently and i've gotten to know some stuff as well. and really, if you were in my situation, you'd be as confused as me too. but one thing i know, i'm not going to call what i don't want to be as it is. i'm going to stop using that name on you because i don't want you to be that. even if i'm not the one, at least i know that i didn't confess it. i've been saying it for years. i don't know if i can reverse the damage done. but all i know is that i'm not going to confess it anymore. not with my mouth.
i can't call you that anymore
because from even before time
you were more than that to me.
i can't lie to myself anymore
and i don't want to protect myself anymore
whatever will be will be
i pray God, that it'd be an answer
that doesn't break my heart.