quelyn sprained her ankle again. :( cries. and it's very very painful cause it hasn't healed from the last sprain yet. i'm seriously considering if i should go for next week's Nike run. 10km, can my ankle last another 10km? recently i guess i haven't been really taking care of myself cause i've been too busy to do so. Rag, NUS, Sheares, IBG, my marathons and races.

how many things can one person contain, how many things can one person do without overworking. i think that this period of time is another one of those periods where i'm challenging myself to go over my current limits at the expense of myself. but i realize that i am one person who doesn't know when to stop. i tend to push myself to a point where even i myself am sometimes scared of myself. but i really don't know when to stop. with no one to really look after me, sometimes i feel that i'm useless.

but then again, i have my own independent streak. i'd rather hobble my way down from the 7th floor to the common hall in another block to get ice for my leg than ask for help. i'd rather do things myself than ask people to do them for me. i'd rather take up all the responsibility than let another take the blame for it. how strong can one person be? how much can one person take?

well, tomorrow before class starts, i'm going to get my Nike Race Pack. then, i'll consider if i'll run on sunday. the following week's going to be hectic because tutorials are starting and i've got IBG (my hall's sports event of the semester where i am the sports secretary, ironically) and SNDCC (hall's national day formal dinner which i bought a very pretty dress for. =] ) on wednesday.

well, so far, hall life's been quite fun. went kbox-ing with a few of my blockies on friday and had a blast! i didn't know that my guy friend could sing like feiyuqing! and he really sounds quite alike. hahas. that night, we were supposed to have handball, but it got cancelled due to the rain. so another different group of blockies and i went to shengshiong to buy stuff for a STEAMBOAT! hahas. we were steamboating from like 11.30pm till about 2plus in the morning!

well, today was quite a bad day cause of the stupid sprained ankle. i pray it gets better. if you're reading this post, pray for me to, whichever religion you belong to. and i'm praying to Jesus that it'll be a better week the next 7days and that i'll look pretty for my date at SNDCC (did i mention that i HAD TO ask a senior to be my date? goodness. that was the first time in my life i ever asked a guy to be my date. super embarassing! but he's a really nice guy who'll be very busy on that night cause he's performing in the band.) and that my ankle will get better in like 2days so that i can wear heels to SNDCC and so that i can play the IBG events. yupp. i think i'm praying for a lot of things. and i pray that they all come true.