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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
my entries!
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Monday, July 14, 2008

time passes really fast and in a blink of an eye, more than half a year has passed. for myself, i have to find a time for me to sit down and see how i have spent this half a year. the past 6-8months of my life was the last time that i'll ever have such a long break. after this, it's university, hall life, maybe a boyfriend, honours and then the working world. it's been a very fulfilling yet confusing 6months plus because so many things have happened, so many things have changed, and of course, the way i think, act and react to situations have changed. i've grown, matured, and have been forced to take up roles that i never expected to take up at this age. no one knows who i really am because they never see the full picture of who quelyn really is. those who know will realize that i'm not as strong as i seem to be. they will also know that i am not as confident as i display to the world. the only thing that everyone doesn't know is what my vulnerable points are. and no, i'm not going to tell you what they are.

living life day by day has brought new revelations to me on the meaning and value of life. it has taught me to treasure each hour and minute that i have. yet, i am still learning to treasure the ones that God has placed around me, whether i can see them are not, whether they are far from me or close to home. to the world, i'm very sociable. i keep myself busy and i'm always involved in some dance or camp or project or something of that sort. but in actual fact, i'm a very lonely person. maybe because i'm a loner in some ways. but that is another reason why i'm staying in hall. hall, is a hostel that's home away from home. i like the atmosphere there. but i don't know if i'll really find true friends there. friends are always easy to find and easy to make. but a true friend who will stick with you through all that sh*t, bi*ching & fu*king are hard to find because when everyday is a "hi & bye", true friends don't come easy. i thank God that i have God to talk to. or at least i think so.

well, birthday post coming in soon! i'm still recieving birthday presents. lols. will post when everything is in so that i can have a ful picture of all my pressies! so far i've got bags, notebooks (not those laptop kinds. it's the ones where you can write in.), jewellery stands, money, my second favourite, a very shocking phone call and of course, my number one favourite, plushies and teddies! you'll be seeing them soon!

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