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THE BLOG! :) obviously, but also to a world of wonders and mysteries
that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
my entries!
LOVE YOU!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

first night in Sheares as an officially checked-in freshie. i think the feeling is quite different from living here during camps and stuff because there's so many more things that have to be moved in and brought over from home. for example, pillows and bolsters and bedsheets. i'm going to live the next few days without them because i'm only heading home on saturday morning. i only brought a blanket which is going to act as my bedsheet the next few days. but clever quelyn brought some teddies and plushies with her. :)

so here's my very first post from Sheares Hall and i'm going to dance in the corridor tonight because i'm technically all alone on this floor. yupp. but before that, i'm going down to help my fellow raggers do some ME (materials engineering). hehes.

well, the last few days i've been thinking if i should post this up because it's kind of emotional and all that. turning 19 was a very emotional day for me because a lot of my past came back to me. things that i've missed, people's faces whom i've almost forgotten, voices that no longer lingered in my mind suddenly all came back. and here's a song that expresses all that:

最近还好吗 - S.H.E.

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

mostly, this whole song says what i felt on that day and of course, the subsequent days till now. to the person whom this song is out to, i really hope that you're doing well right now. there are a lot of things that i can't say to you, whether in the past, now, and maybe even the future. but one day if we really meet face to face again, i hope that there won't be much awkwardness between us. :)

well, i'm signing off for today already! <3