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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
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Friday, May 30, 2008

early this morning when i got back from work, i was talking to k2 online and after than half an hour or so of what seemed to be more of a monologue than a dialogue, i finally understood some thing. or rather some things. and no, i'm not very sad anymore. but i still need time for myself to think through certain things and put some things on the right path.

and however irritating it is to admit that someone actually knows you better than yourself, i have to admit that there is that one person who knows me better than myself, other than God of course. somehow, just as i have changed since i last said goodbye to him, he's changed to, or at least i feel so. but whatever he said was true. those were the things that were running through my mind the past few days, but were things that i never did because i was too caught up in the moment. in the end, yh still knows my thoughts the best and still gives sound advice and encouragement whenever i need it.


reality, what is reality to me?
that is a question that i have to answer first before i can move on.
and the answer is one that i have to seek together with God
so that i'll get the perfect answer.
nothing is imperfect and nothing is impossible
- only if there's God there with me.
but God, what is my reality?



colourful emotions come with the package called "many lives"
and that's what i have been living the past few months.
and i haven't exactly figured out which one i should really be.


but whatever it is, thank you k2 for letting m2 have the most steadfast shoulder to lean on and for spending a late night talking to me online. thanks yh for always appearing at the most appropriate times with the right advice and encouragement.


i'm still drifting in the mist
but at least i'm starting to see the road out
"you raise me up, to more than i can be"
- Josh Groban.