being forced to grow up quickly
losing and leaving my childhood behind
it was one of the cruelest things
there was no choice because i was subjected to it
now that i want to relive my childhood
people start dissing me
they put their opinions on me
they critisize me
you had a childhood
you don't know what it feels like
to lose something so good
and be thrown into the sea of adulthood
the burdens of my family have lessened
and i want to have some me-time
i want a place where i can be a kid again
but no one wants to give me such a place
i'm also tired from carrying these feelings
give them to God
i know i have to do that
but i want a place to let my feelings out
and feel a comforting hand on my shoulder
a palm to wipe away my tears
i have God
but i am human too
i need that human touch in my life.