my recent blog entries have been sad
i've been so blinded by the bad things that i forgot about the good things
so this entry is about all the good things in life!
firstly i'm thankful for living!
because if i wasn't alive, i wouldn't be able to feel all these
happiness. sadness. euphoria. disappointment. excitment.
and the list of words can go on and on.
but i really think that living is great
i remember a time, long long ago when i always wanted to die
thank God i didn't or else i would have met...
because if i wasn't alive, i wouldn't be able to feel all these
happiness. sadness. euphoria. disappointment. excitment.
and the list of words can go on and on.
but i really think that living is great
i remember a time, long long ago when i always wanted to die
thank God i didn't or else i would have met...
N415!
although they have been my cell group for only 3weeks
they already feel like family with all the
1. bickering with clarence telling him that i am a GIRL
2. teasing lester korkor about his gigantic appetite
3. watching lusi's different poses when she talks
4. giving jocelyn the nick of T4 (although i think that was quite mean. hahas.)
5. seeing jeremy as our cell guitarist
6. picnic-ing on the floor of brother joe's gf's (aka sister emily) house
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and this list will just keep getting longer
and i'm glad that i'm going to start getting to know them even more
i wish that i had opened up more when i was with my other LOVE...
N233~
these are the only photos i own of them and they were taken at our last steamboat
but i still am really thankful for them
because they were the ones who were with me
even though they didn't know what was going on in my life
they still went through my toughest times with me
thank you N233!
and then of course there are many other good things that have happened recently
my angbao monies!
although it's not as much as jeremy's
i think i'm still very blessed
:)
and i'm going to be a blessing soon.
N415, watch out!
my job satisfaction
other than bartending at night
i get to sing as well!
woohoo~
hearing the applause is happening
it makes my heart soar with pride? happiness?
i don't know how to describe that feeling
but it's one super duper great feeling
i got to see my daddy again!!!
maybe a lot of you out there don't know
but i haven't seen my dad for 6months now
and i really really really missed him loads
but today i got to see him!
it was a variety of mixed feelings because of various reasons
but in the end, i'm still glad i went down to see him
and, most of all i've got a
fresh start with Daddy Jesus again.
today at service during worship
i was reminded once again that
He is my shelter
He is my strength
and that He will carry me through
so exciting~
on the same day i'm renewed/reunited
with the two most important men in my life
ahh. and last of all i'm thankful for all the 帅哥s in the world
i'm not in a relationship so i can eyecandy all i want!
woohoo~
[but Daddy Jesus, i promise that when i meet the right person i'll stop eyecandying ok. until then, can i have more eyecandy please. :) ]
alrights!
i'm signing off already
love all of you who are here
and hope you all have something happy
and something that you can be thankful for in your life!
