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that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

it seems like ages since i last blogged, almost two months already.
but life hasn't been that fulfilling anyway.
my "i can do everything and anything" = watching tons of korean, jap & taiwanese dramas
other than that, it's clubbing and shopping.
oh. and i started my first job right after the New Year.

so many things have happened.
like on the 30th of dec 2007, my whole bag got STOLEN!
damn. i'm still not over it. my pretty pretty bag...
(no one cares about the damn IC and iPod. i just want my bag...)
but that also meant that i couldn't go to sentosa and get drunk.
but that also meant that i wouldn't have a hangover on my first day of work

currently i'm working in a job that pays me to sit in an office and freeze
but that has also given me time to contemplate many things
such as, whether i really want to go to university or not.
i've been taking the straight road for too long and wasted too much time
i've been thinking of either going to NAFA or Lee Wei Song School of Music
heck the degree that i'll get in university.
with the ease of education, i can get a degree anytime i want to

i don't want to conform to society's standards
i want to challenge them
i'm a historymaker and i'll write my own story
i'll follow culture and not tradition
because the best way to go is to follow the Cultural Mandate

well, other than that, i might want to retake my 'A'levels
but i'm going to take different subjects.
i mean, what's the use of taking the As again just to take the same subjects
that's plain lame.
and my best bet now is the MDIS College.
but everything is subject to my 'A'level results i guess.

i honestly still don't know my calling in life
but i do know that God gave me certain interests and talents for a reason
but talking about God, i haven't been going to church recently
i don't know exactly why. my parents objections? or is it just me?
i love my cell group. i love my church.
but there are just somethings that are different.
i can't pinpoint it.
but i feel that there are some people who are very hypocritcal to a point where i'm afraid of them.
and it really scares me.

i really miss the 29th
ireallymissthe29th
i.really.really.miss.MY.29th.