LOOK AT MY NEW PET!
his name is
Hello Panda, named after my favourite biscuit.
生病haix. nothing else to say for now.
=(
all of a sudden, i feel nostalgic
i don't really know what's the reason
maybe it's because i miss the days in school
or maybe it's because i hate the life that i have now
everyday is so monotonous that i can actually fall asleep
there's no challenge to look forward to
there's no goal for me to accomplish
i think i'm going to get another job
i don't care if i become a workaholic
at least life will be more fulfilling
my
dearest has said before, live everyday with no regrets
but i realize that everyday is a regret because i have not fully made use of my time
also, my
dearest has been so busy lately that he's got no time to update his blog
i wish there was some other way of communicating.
korkor 'Z', quickly update your blogg...
but i guess that being busy means his good
he's quite a workaholic to say the least
i wish that when i grow up, i'll have a career like his
so exciting taxing fulfilling endearing
korkor 'Z', we at home miss you lots.
or at least i do
the other day a friend told me she wants to find a person to start a proper relationship with. one where they stay faithful to each other and belong to each other only. but i told her, from my experience, going out with just one person takes a lot of time and energy because of the emotional commitment.
don't be like me. just wait for the right time because the right person will show up. if you force yourself to find the "right" person, you'll only end up in pain because he never will be the "right" one from the start.
it seems like ages since i last blogged, almost two months already.
but life hasn't been that fulfilling anyway.
my "i can do everything and anything" = watching tons of korean, jap & taiwanese dramas
other than that, it's clubbing and shopping.
oh. and i started my first job right after the New Year.
so many things have happened.
like on the 30th of dec 2007, my whole bag got STOLEN!
damn. i'm still not over it. my pretty pretty bag...
(no one cares about the damn IC and iPod. i just want my bag...)
but that also meant that i couldn't go to sentosa and get drunk.
but that also meant that i wouldn't have a hangover on my first day of work
currently i'm working in a job that pays me to sit in an office and freeze
but that has also given me time to contemplate many things
such as, whether i really want to go to university or not.
i've been taking the straight road for too long and wasted too much time
i've been thinking of either going to
NAFA or
Lee Wei Song School of Musicheck the degree that i'll get in university.
with the ease of education, i can get a degree anytime i want to
i don't want to conform to society's standardsi want to challenge themi'm a historymaker and i'll write my own storyi'll follow culture and not traditionbecause the best way to go is to follow the Cultural Mandatewell, other than that, i might want to retake my 'A'levels
but i'm going to take different subjects.
i mean, what's the use of taking the As again just to take the same subjectsthat's plain lame.and my best bet now is the MDIS College.
but everything is subject to my 'A'level results i guess.
i honestly still don't know my calling in life
but i do know that God gave me certain interests and talents for a reason
but talking about God, i haven't been going to church recently
i don't know exactly why. my parents objections? or is it just me?
i love my cell group. i love my church.
but there are just somethings that are different.
i can't pinpoint it.
but i feel that there are some people who are very hypocritcal to a point where i'm afraid of them.and it really scares me.
i really miss the 29th
ireallymissthe29th
i.really.really.miss.MY.29th.
