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Friday, November 02, 2007

《不能说的秘密》是华文版的 "The Lake House".
只是,男女主角小伦与小雨相隔20年
而且,《不能说的秘密》比 Lake House 更浪漫

seriously, i really regret not going to see "Secret" in the movies
it would have been much better than watching it on VCD
but, i didn't have any choice.
i haven't gone to the movies for a long time
probably because i haven't found someone i want to go with

if only our reality could be like theirs
switching from one time period to another
i wouldn't mind having friends from other times
they probably wouldn't be as scheming as the people of today

i feel that it's such a waste for me to have given up the piano
now i really regret it because i see how much more i could have been
was it really worth it, to give up playing the one instrument that i loved?
and i guess that's what i meant by sacrificing everything
not many people know this, but my 初恋 was when i was in primary 6
we both liked each other, and we used to play the piano in the hall together
but on graduation night, he told me that he was migrating with his family
that was one of the most heartbreaking pieces of news that i've ever heard
but from that night onwards, i never touched the piano again

a few years later, when i was in secondary 4
a very promising pianist i knew of brought me back to the piano
he was full of talent and he caught my attention by writing a piece for me
but, he also made me realize that the 4years i had gone without practise
had made me useless.
everytime i touched the piano, wanting to prove myself wrong
i ended up only making myself more miserable
i can no longer play like i used to

it's kind of sad, thinking about this now as i take my Alevels
thinking back, i could have taken the Music Elective Program
right now, i could have been learning about Chopin, Bach
i could be writing a thesis on Beethoven instead of Hip-Hop

but i'm not.

i'm not...

i'm not...