i've been thinking long and hard
about this one aspect of life
it's something that all girls dream of
and all the guys want to score in
but to me, this dating is more than just a game
it's a process that allows you
to know the other person before committing
and in today's society, all we're doing is
treating it as a game where
the more the merrier
but i'm walking out of this game
kissing dating goodbye
at least for now
because there's so many more things in life worth doing
there are so many more adventures for me
the paths i can take are innumerable
so why stick to one where you're tied down?
sure, i still like my fair share of guys
like for example, my ex-boy(s)
i don't like them in that way already
but when someone walks into your life
and your heart as well
it's kinda hard to pull them out
you'll always love and remember them
in a friendly & loving sort of way
then of course there's this current hottie
whom i can't stop raving about
(kor kor, you know who =P)
whom i want to know more about
but who also has nothing to do with me
other than the fact that i've been seeing him
more often at cell meetings recently
(and at Church cause he catches my eye!)
and of course, the thousand others
who are nothing more than
temporal crushes
the dating scene nowadays is just filled with
fast & furious movements
and nobody really treasures the other party
and the old romantic ways
have all been forgotten and lost in time
but i don't want that
i'm looking for an old-school romance
where we start slow
we move slow
and we just wait for the right time
to do the right things
long strolls at the park, beach & shopping malls
long chats and coffee at any place where we can just sit for hours
movies and plays at the cinemas and the esplanade
concerts of all kinds just because we want to spend time with each other
sending me all the way home and leaving only after i've closed the door
asking my parents for permission to date me before you ask me out
flowers & bears randomly just to make me happy
you know, just all the old-school, traditional romance
i know i'm asking for a lot
but my next boyfriend
will be my last boyfriend
my one & only husband
i don't ask for much
just that you love God
and you love me
"God, give me the right guy. =)"
you know my expectations right?
*psst* just in case you forgot, it's that long list.
and i promise that i'll still love You first in my life
God, then husband k. *pinkie promise!*