女: 你不会没有明天， 因为你的明天还有我!
is there something wrong with me?
the past few days, i think i've been very lucky
i've been hearing a lot of sweet little romantic things
not said to me, of course.
but even as i hear them
i really wonder if these kind of words really exist on this earth
if i were in the same situation, would i say the same things?
if i were in the same situation, would the guy say those words to me?
honestly, my world is full of romance
so impractical, but so fantastical
so unreal, yet so realistic
maybe it's all the dramas that i've been watching
but one day, i want to write such a script
i want to publish such a novella
i want to act such a character
but these lives that i've chosen to live
it's not one that my parents will approve of
they've always wanted me to be
a lawyer
a doctor
a government official
a civil servant
anything that's stable and pays well
but that's not the life that i want
i don't want to be desk-bound
i don't want to waste my life
i don't want safety
i want to take risks
i want to be daring
i want to have adventures
i want to experience new things
and i realize that all that i want
cannot be achieved in singapore
singapore is too safe
singapore has no room for
singapore has no room for
singapore has no room for
我要出去闯出我自己的天空
i realize that i have an affinity with languages
even though i hated and was failing Chinese in primary school
i passed it with an A grade in both my Olvls & Alvls
i couldn't speak it before, but now, it's getting better
and the best thing is that i love writing Chinese.
there's something mystical about the language
and i'm very happy to be able to write, read & speak it.
now, i'm on another mission
KOREAN.
one day, i want to be able to stand on a stage in korea
and i want to stand in front of an audience
screaming my name, wanting more of me
and i want to be able to sing to them in fluent korean
dear God, i wish that one day
i will be an artiste
who tours the world
and loves You
